Poem no. 1 of Airiness by corkymalorky, literature
Literature
Poem no. 1 of Airiness
Apology to my friend
To whom I am so promising to
and full of blind hope
Into the inevitable beyond
I cannot say I have been sure
To you and any love of mine
I cannot give you clarity
Only that there is love in me
But is that enough to keep your peace
Knowing I am a tease
But only of a lesser mind
For I will hurt you and commit such crimes
Because I like to press rewind
Or watch the feast devour our kind
For I lack logic and wish on faith
And you
Who may rely
On your fingers crossed
I am a trick of such a trade
that creates pretense as a form of aid
I try to fade
Yet I am like a cockroach
And I may recede behind the bars
One day I will be brave
And I will say all the things I wish to say
To you and to your face
One day I will be whole
I will be strong
I will not falter
When I take the leap
You will not see another
Flicker of despair
I cannot stand another
Moment of hesitation
From my breaking face
Resolute
I assure you
It will be today
See I wanted to write about life because I feel sorry for myself and the fact that most days I can't remember why I'm still thinking, or why I bother to make faces or eat the food on my plate when I can't taste it. Manong roly says it's time to eat, and maybe so it is. But what if it's time to quit? Can I? No I don't think I'm allowed to, how ungrateful would I be? But if I can't feel what I'm feeling, if it's shameful for me t be weak and to feel strongly about something that makes me feel less alone, then, maybe I should quit. Maybe I shouldn't be human, maybe I ought to just die, because I am weak in certain situations and I don't know ho
To my friend who's best by corkymalorky, literature
Literature
To my friend who's best
How to be safe
From pain
Is a stupid manual
For the stupid man
"Oh, Hello abundance
I haven't met you lately
I think I'll be better
If you hug me
Because I'm pathetic"
Sink your ass into some perfume
And be loved
Bullshit is all can say
Of how you give effort
Amounting to nothing
"Oh how fun"
Oh how fucked
Go roll in the mud
Like a pig in the sun
It sickens me
How happy you are
Being an artifice
I'm lost because I'm in this place I can easily find. It's not good to be in a situation like this because I end up feeling deprived of good experiences, I feel repressed, and uneasy and my body collapses into dust. Rotting away into nothing but another dead body bulldozed over for a hospital construction. I'm angry at myself. I'm angry at my incapacity dettach history from my mind and restart and commit. I'm afraid to finish after all that work, like i have no means of seeing a good end to a good job. Living is a big joke sometimes because my mind can't stop finding how ridiculous it can get. I need to laugh in order to stop emoting. Enterta
Empty your mind of all sensations, sounds, emotions. Empty your mind of paralyzing thoughts. Be still, for In this moment you do not matter. You do not exist, you are nobody. Say nothing, be nothing, be absent. The world does not expect anything of you, so forget yourself. You have no ego to fulfill or contracts to sign; you are alone. You have nobody. You are free. Get lost within the confines of your mind. When it is vast and empty like the desert in which you encounter your god, these are the moments in which you discover yourself. Empty yourself of the world completely for 3 minutes, and believe me when I tell you, that you will be filled
Spread your wings
feel you up
by the swings
keep your shirt
snowfall dirt
By the bench
keep the wench
heal your heart
it's all in French
Most are days
Sunny yays
moistened lips
Myster slips
he's got blood
on his shirt
most of all
a bit of dirt
quite a fall
down the drain
sunny days
no more pain
pitch that tent
keep your heart
quite intent
to imagine
heaven sent him
for a break in
make or break it
It's my time
I think I'll make it
Most of all
try your best
It's all you're worth
Just this pile
It's how I satisfy
Just don't tell me
I can't fly
In 2 years
With a smile
My Baby is a Time Machine by corkymalorky, literature
Literature
My Baby is a Time Machine
I am in eternal labor.
Pregant with pause
With a silent deer hunter
That gives birth to a cause
They come out in singles
Doubles
and in groups
As many as kittens and tadpoles and stars
Every one of them
Smoking cigars
We are all dusty with dew
We are all easy to love
Easy to enter
Easy to grow
We are who we are
We are most sincere
We all echo echo
It seems like I've spoken but I'm just a broken machine
Time is not a test
It drips away at a pace you can't find
And it is often abused
We must never forget:
We are all damaged goods
and that forgiveness repairs the time machine
See the rebel
Had a cause
And we, who think ourselves good
live without reason
mission
or freedom
We will leave this room
agreeable and "so nice"
Lips on more asses
Is the method to win
I hope not
Poem no. 1 of Airiness by corkymalorky, literature
Literature
Poem no. 1 of Airiness
Apology to my friend
To whom I am so promising to
and full of blind hope
Into the inevitable beyond
I cannot say I have been sure
To you and any love of mine
I cannot give you clarity
Only that there is love in me
But is that enough to keep your peace
Knowing I am a tease
But only of a lesser mind
For I will hurt you and commit such crimes
Because I like to press rewind
Or watch the feast devour our kind
For I lack logic and wish on faith
And you
Who may rely
On your fingers crossed
I am a trick of such a trade
that creates pretense as a form of aid
I try to fade
Yet I am like a cockroach
And I may recede behind the bars
One day I will be brave
And I will say all the things I wish to say
To you and to your face
One day I will be whole
I will be strong
I will not falter
When I take the leap
You will not see another
Flicker of despair
I cannot stand another
Moment of hesitation
From my breaking face
Resolute
I assure you
It will be today
See I wanted to write about life because I feel sorry for myself and the fact that most days I can't remember why I'm still thinking, or why I bother to make faces or eat the food on my plate when I can't taste it. Manong roly says it's time to eat, and maybe so it is. But what if it's time to quit? Can I? No I don't think I'm allowed to, how ungrateful would I be? But if I can't feel what I'm feeling, if it's shameful for me t be weak and to feel strongly about something that makes me feel less alone, then, maybe I should quit. Maybe I shouldn't be human, maybe I ought to just die, because I am weak in certain situations and I don't know ho
To my friend who's best by corkymalorky, literature
Literature
To my friend who's best
How to be safe
From pain
Is a stupid manual
For the stupid man
"Oh, Hello abundance
I haven't met you lately
I think I'll be better
If you hug me
Because I'm pathetic"
Sink your ass into some perfume
And be loved
Bullshit is all can say
Of how you give effort
Amounting to nothing
"Oh how fun"
Oh how fucked
Go roll in the mud
Like a pig in the sun
It sickens me
How happy you are
Being an artifice
I'm lost because I'm in this place I can easily find. It's not good to be in a situation like this because I end up feeling deprived of good experiences, I feel repressed, and uneasy and my body collapses into dust. Rotting away into nothing but another dead body bulldozed over for a hospital construction. I'm angry at myself. I'm angry at my incapacity dettach history from my mind and restart and commit. I'm afraid to finish after all that work, like i have no means of seeing a good end to a good job. Living is a big joke sometimes because my mind can't stop finding how ridiculous it can get. I need to laugh in order to stop emoting. Enterta
Empty your mind of all sensations, sounds, emotions. Empty your mind of paralyzing thoughts. Be still, for In this moment you do not matter. You do not exist, you are nobody. Say nothing, be nothing, be absent. The world does not expect anything of you, so forget yourself. You have no ego to fulfill or contracts to sign; you are alone. You have nobody. You are free. Get lost within the confines of your mind. When it is vast and empty like the desert in which you encounter your god, these are the moments in which you discover yourself. Empty yourself of the world completely for 3 minutes, and believe me when I tell you, that you will be filled
Spread your wings
feel you up
by the swings
keep your shirt
snowfall dirt
By the bench
keep the wench
heal your heart
it's all in French
Most are days
Sunny yays
moistened lips
Myster slips
he's got blood
on his shirt
most of all
a bit of dirt
quite a fall
down the drain
sunny days
no more pain
pitch that tent
keep your heart
quite intent
to imagine
heaven sent him
for a break in
make or break it
It's my time
I think I'll make it
Most of all
try your best
It's all you're worth
Just this pile
It's how I satisfy
Just don't tell me
I can't fly
In 2 years
With a smile
My Baby is a Time Machine by corkymalorky, literature
Literature
My Baby is a Time Machine
I am in eternal labor.
Pregant with pause
With a silent deer hunter
That gives birth to a cause
They come out in singles
Doubles
and in groups
As many as kittens and tadpoles and stars
Every one of them
Smoking cigars
We are all dusty with dew
We are all easy to love
Easy to enter
Easy to grow
We are who we are
We are most sincere
We all echo echo
It seems like I've spoken but I'm just a broken machine
Time is not a test
It drips away at a pace you can't find
And it is often abused
We must never forget:
We are all damaged goods
and that forgiveness repairs the time machine
See the rebel
Had a cause
And we, who think ourselves good
live without reason
mission
or freedom
We will leave this room
agreeable and "so nice"
Lips on more asses
Is the method to win
I hope not
Several pounds of stone press deep
into the backs of your legs. Heat
and pressure and sheer desolation.
Your sister whispers a secret or drops
a family heirloom in the dirt-
it's disgrace like
you haven't seen
before.
But then again, remember
the way the sun
crept across her face that
first morning of
school, five or
six years back__
she was a force of
nature then, and
now she's just the hit
of
I took my visual position
under throat, which I adore,
there sits, also, a tiger
too small, it we call it housecat,
but it is sharing my
seat, so I'm not going to
complain
We are together on shakey grounds,
but I am surely strong
enough
to put myself through this.
Current Residence: a bubble Favourite genre of music: a lot Favourite style of art: Watercolor,Pen and ink,rough sketches Operating System: My...brain? MP3 player of choice: iPod..i guess Shell of choice: the shell of my soul. and those really white shells. Skin of choice: my fleshiness Favourite cartoon character: Batman and Death Personal Quote: Buddha: Consider others as yourself. ...
Really lazy saturday!!! did nothin, i should really try to move my arse more gaaaah!!! i swear today is the most unproductive day of my life (among other days) gardfur!!!!! ok well there is absolutely no art on my DA because stupid scanner is broken and my dad still has to buy a new one...well there you go. Tomorrow i'm gonna be completely alone. My dad's in chicago, my bro is surfing and my other brother is out of town in tagaytay, and I? well i was supposed to go to Gawad Kaling and help build houses with my friends but....no one home? no ride. i am so loney....i am so so so so lonely.
I'm really tired today....like really sapped of my energy, gah...even typing this is tiring me! Anyway today we had a really boring quiz show about THE and computer. It took such a long time and i was reeeeally getting weary. And fatboy was the emcee and he was funny and witty as usual and he's really good at that i guess. Anyway during the quiz show i went to the CR and when i went back to go to my seat this girl(who i'll call twinky) beside fatboy's girlfriend (who i'll call winona)says "Hello claudine" and i was a little confused but i kinda got it when i saw she was seated next to winona. She probably said some MORE crap about me to twink